Still waiting on when Mamacita will have the angiogram. She's been moved out of ICU and is in a chipper mood. I haven't told her this, but...
Manimal's dad had a heart attack early this morning. He's been on borrowed time for over ten years and the doctor's aren't hopeful. Still waiting for the enzyme tests to level out, but they've confirmed he's in congestive heart failure. The past damage is so bad they put a DNR on his file a year ago. So we knew it was going to happen. But it sure doesn't make it easier. Manimal was in Milton when we got the call and was able to jump a flight to Vancouver - no luggage, he'll buy what he needs there. This is the first time I haven't gone with him to support him...I wish things were different. It makes me so sad that I can't go to say good-bye to his father.
I can't help but wonder how the hell I'm going to make sure Mamacita is looked after if I have to go to BC for his funeral. Motorman told me we'll cross that bridge when we get to it. That smart young man is shouldering all the pressure from the business while Manimal's gone. What would we do without him? And Supah Stah really stepped up to the plate. Personally, I'm a smidge away from full basket case status. Too many memories of my own dad mixed in with all the current stress.
Well, shit. That finally brought the tears. Ramp up the prayer chain, would ya?
Manimal's dad had a heart attack early this morning. He's been on borrowed time for over ten years and the doctor's aren't hopeful. Still waiting for the enzyme tests to level out, but they've confirmed he's in congestive heart failure. The past damage is so bad they put a DNR on his file a year ago. So we knew it was going to happen. But it sure doesn't make it easier. Manimal was in Milton when we got the call and was able to jump a flight to Vancouver - no luggage, he'll buy what he needs there. This is the first time I haven't gone with him to support him...I wish things were different. It makes me so sad that I can't go to say good-bye to his father.
I can't help but wonder how the hell I'm going to make sure Mamacita is looked after if I have to go to BC for his funeral. Motorman told me we'll cross that bridge when we get to it. That smart young man is shouldering all the pressure from the business while Manimal's gone. What would we do without him? And Supah Stah really stepped up to the plate. Personally, I'm a smidge away from full basket case status. Too many memories of my own dad mixed in with all the current stress.
Well, shit. That finally brought the tears. Ramp up the prayer chain, would ya?
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R&R, I don't know what communication mediums you're plugged into at this point, so I'm going to try multiple channels.
Do what you need to do in order to cope right now. LEAN ON PEOPLE, ASK FOR HELP, REACH OUT. You've got family and friends there, you've got emotional support out here (granted, it has to be delivered through satellites, cables and such, but it's here.) It's great to hear that the youngsters are coming through in a big way. You all have raised 'em right.
Cry, rage, lock yourself in the bathroom, shout, cry, break things, eat copious amounts of chocolate. Do what you need to do.
Try to get some sleep and some food if at all possible.
Just promise me that if you get really, really upset, you won't drive. Hysterical sobs and driving are a potentially unhealthy combo.
Motorman is right about when to cross certain bridges.
Sending super huge hugs you're way.
Prof
Ahhh, damn, R&R... I hate that all of this is happening to you all at the same time!
Know that we are here for you in any way that need us to be. For now, prayers, good thoughts and cyber hugs being sent your way! If there is anything else you need do not hesitate to ask ANYONE!
Keeping the faith...
Don't "borrow trouble" as the saying goes. Worry about things when they happen. I expect your kids have some friends to stay with if necessary that would gladly take them in for a few days.
Amazing how kind people are in a crisis.
No tears and driving.. I'm with the Prof on that one.
The only problem is I live too far away to offer any help. Unless you want to dump the crew here and fly out of L. :) That wasn't a joke actually - there are flights to Edmonton and change to make the rest of the trip West - I don't know if any go totally direct. Except.. that unfortunately I won't be home for a few days next week. But the offer still stands. A week off of school won't hurt them and trust me... I can keep them amused and I have space.
You know where to find me.
S.
Ah jeez Tweet - when it rains it pours huh? So, so sorry. And wherever you are, you're gonna be worried about where you're not.
Just please take care of yourself.
For what it's worth, I care and will be thinking of you and yours.
Ah Peeps....I tried tracking you down early...not sure what to do here to help...but let me know if there is ANYTHING
hugs
CMDR
Robyn - Prayers and Blessings to You and YOURS!!! Hugs! AE
Robyn,
My dh says they are welcome. If you need to go.. but we won't be home until Wed.
S.
R&R ~ I am lifting you and your family up in prayer.
CMDR will pass intel on to the rest of us. Keep your head up girl and take it one moment at a time.
If there's ANYTHING we can do ~ we've got your 6.
{HUGS}
Tango
I'm am so sorry sweetie. I can't add much to what has already been said but lots of prayers being sent your way. Big Cyber hugs!
Sending prayers your way...strength for all of your family in this trying time.
Well damn it, this is where I WISH I was Real Life instead of Cyber so that I could make you a casserole and drive your kids where they need to go!! I'm SO SO Sorry! Chocolates, books, prayers and more prayers ... all are yours sweetie :)
Oh Tweet, I am so sorry you are having to deal with all of this! I am also sending you hugs and prayers. If you need me, I can be there in about 5 and 1/2 hours flat...I am not kidding. I don't need a passport to *drive* across the boarder. I could have the Cmdr and Tango drive up here, and we will hit the road like nobody's business!lol. Seriously, if you need someone, I will drive to you....hugs to ya....V:0)
I'm with V-Medic...but I still think I should be in the trunk...trussed up...and I am bringing Tango back there with me:)
a DOUBLE kidnapping...V, you are a sly one!
Sweetie,
Know you and the rest of the families are in my thoughts and prayers. If there's anything I can do...don't hesitate to to let me know.
GBG
You now we love ya and will do anything we can. Don't be afraid to ask for anything, a meal for you or the kids, laundry, anything to take the pressure off - you know I am always there for you - right across the road....
you know that our love and prayers are with you both...
KBear and Trucker
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